If you are one of the 1:133 Americans with Celiac Disease ( I am one of them), you are probably all too famliar with the reactions you get from others.
" So it's a Food allergy, right?"
"Oh my gosh, I am so glad I am not you!"
" You can just have a little bite, right?"
" Wow you're so high maitinence!"
Blah, blah, blah.
I have had Celiac for a while now, and although I am used to these types of statements, they still irritate me from time to time.
Lately, I have been more annoyed than usual.
A little background :
I first experienced the symptoms of Celiac disease at the age of 4. Throughout my childhood, I got sick really easily, and always had mystery stomach pains. Because no doctor ever even considered that I may have Celiac Disease, I was often dismissed as having "emotional problems". As the years progressed, and I continued to eat Gluten, more severe, yet seemingly unexplainable things started happening. Unexplained seizures, anemia, and even distressed internal organs. You could say I spent a lot of time in the clinics and hospitals. Because a lot of these doctors could not provide any clear answers at the time, whenever I would be sick or end up in the Hospital, people would assume I was doing it for Attention and being dramatic.
Sadly, my Celiac diagnosis, which places the pieces of the puzzle together, hasn't changed people's minds.
I have been getting more comments from people saying things like :
"You're so young to be having all of these health problems"
and
" Wow, you are like, impossible to go anywhere with"
Yes, I am 21, and unfortunately, I have a fair share of health problems. But, really?
Nobody in the world picked this disease, and I can safely say, I doubt anyone enjoys having it.
I miss eating all of my old favorite foods that I ate as a child, and going out to Restaurants care-free with friends. I miss not having to read the Labels on absolutely everything I put in my mouth. It sucks to go out with your friends and watch everyone else eat. But let's get this straight, NOBODY asked for this, and it's hard enough to deal with without the ridiculous remarks that others make.
Do any of you Celiacs out there get similar remarks?
X's and O's,
Amanda
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Thursday, January 31, 2013
My Lipstick of the Moment!
Hey pretties :)
Today I just wanted to update everyone on my current favorite lipstick. I have been using the Revlon Color Burst Lip Butter in Red Velvet to death! I absolutely love it, and it is my first Revlon Lip Butter. It is very hydrating, and the color is gorgeous on my skin tone.
What is your current favorite lip product?
X's and O's,
Amanda
Today I just wanted to update everyone on my current favorite lipstick. I have been using the Revlon Color Burst Lip Butter in Red Velvet to death! I absolutely love it, and it is my first Revlon Lip Butter. It is very hydrating, and the color is gorgeous on my skin tone.
What is your current favorite lip product?
X's and O's,
Amanda
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
New Year's Resolutions 2013!
Hello my loves!
It's that time of year again... time to wipe the slate clean and start fresh! A chance to improve yourself. Time for some new resolutions!!
A side note, I did really well on my 2012 resolutions. There were a few things I could have done better on, but hey. I give myself a B+ :p I have been thinking long and hard, so here are my 2013 Resolutions!!!!!! :
1. To be a more positive person. As I mentioned in my Perfect Imperfections post, I am a very overly sensitive person. While this is a good trait in some aspects, it is also annoying because I can be very negative at times. I take things to heart and think everyone is judging me or doesn't like me, or my instant reaction to many situations is often the negative side of things. I want to really focus on being more positive, and not taking every little comment or action of others to heart!
2. To be more creative, and experiment with fashion. I know this was a resolution last year, and it was the area I lacked in the most. Partially because I didn't have much inspiration, and partially because I had next to zero budget. But I have a steady stream of disposable income now, and loads and loads of inspiration! I want to make 2013 my most fashionable year yet!
3. To start a Youtube channel. This has been on my mind for over a year now, but I just haven't gotten around to doing it. No excuses this year! I am going to give it an honest go, and put all of my effort forth!
4. To exercise more regularly. Yep, the most generic resolution of all! I am really bad with making fitness a part of my lifestyle though. I will go through phases where I workout faithfully for weeks or even months, then phases where I do absolutely nothing. This year, I would like to make an honest effort to truly make fitness apart of my life
5. To save more money. Again, such a generic resolution, but one I am horrible with. I have made a goal to save a set amount each month. I find this easier to accomplish with an end goal- and this year, we are headed back to America, so there's the motivation! I will need spending cash ;)
6. To have more patience. I have almost no patience. This is a virtue that I would very much like to have.
7. To set aside one night per week for a date night with my husband. I have always loved the idea of a set date night, but sometimes it can be hard. We would really like to make this a priority!
There you have it, my New Year's resolutions for 2013!
It's that time of year again... time to wipe the slate clean and start fresh! A chance to improve yourself. Time for some new resolutions!!
A side note, I did really well on my 2012 resolutions. There were a few things I could have done better on, but hey. I give myself a B+ :p I have been thinking long and hard, so here are my 2013 Resolutions!!!!!! :
1. To be a more positive person. As I mentioned in my Perfect Imperfections post, I am a very overly sensitive person. While this is a good trait in some aspects, it is also annoying because I can be very negative at times. I take things to heart and think everyone is judging me or doesn't like me, or my instant reaction to many situations is often the negative side of things. I want to really focus on being more positive, and not taking every little comment or action of others to heart!
2. To be more creative, and experiment with fashion. I know this was a resolution last year, and it was the area I lacked in the most. Partially because I didn't have much inspiration, and partially because I had next to zero budget. But I have a steady stream of disposable income now, and loads and loads of inspiration! I want to make 2013 my most fashionable year yet!
3. To start a Youtube channel. This has been on my mind for over a year now, but I just haven't gotten around to doing it. No excuses this year! I am going to give it an honest go, and put all of my effort forth!
4. To exercise more regularly. Yep, the most generic resolution of all! I am really bad with making fitness a part of my lifestyle though. I will go through phases where I workout faithfully for weeks or even months, then phases where I do absolutely nothing. This year, I would like to make an honest effort to truly make fitness apart of my life
5. To save more money. Again, such a generic resolution, but one I am horrible with. I have made a goal to save a set amount each month. I find this easier to accomplish with an end goal- and this year, we are headed back to America, so there's the motivation! I will need spending cash ;)
6. To have more patience. I have almost no patience. This is a virtue that I would very much like to have.
7. To set aside one night per week for a date night with my husband. I have always loved the idea of a set date night, but sometimes it can be hard. We would really like to make this a priority!
There you have it, my New Year's resolutions for 2013!
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
2012 : A Year in Review
Hello Beauties!!
So, wildly enough, there's only 1 day left of 2012! I absolutely adore New Years (hello fresh start!), and I wanted to take some time and make a post reviewing 2012 ; the ups, the downs, the lessons, and all of the amazing things that happened to me this year. I would absolutely love to see others do this post, so be sure to link your blogs below!!!!!
I think I will first go through every month and lists the highlights of that month, then talk a little more about the year as a whole.
2012 Highlights by Month :
January -
I was blessed enough to spend some quality time with my family before making my big move.
I moved to Germany from the United States to be with my now husband.
My husband and I started the process of making our apartment a home.
February-
I begin my German language course.
My husband and I remodel our living room.
My husband and I go on several memorable dates.
March-
My husband receives his permanent license.
My husband celebrates his birthday with a big party.
My husband receives a contract for a job he had been hoping for!
We get engaged!!!!
April-
I celebrate my first Easter in a foreign country.
I purchase my wedding dress, and a lot of wedding planning happens this month.
May-
My husband and I celebrate 1 year of being together! :)
I am able to start making investments in my wardrobe ;)
June-
My husband receives his diploma from school.
We attend several fun events including concerts and family functions.
I complete my German Course.
July-
After months of preparation, we finally get married on July 27, 2012 :)
I learn I have a job offer!
August-
I begin my new job.
My new husband and I spend a lot of quality time together during his vacation.
September-
My husband begins his new job.
My husband and I attend a few formal events! :)
October-
We welcome our first furry edition to the family - Nugget the bunny :)
We both receive raises :)
I turn 21 , and am very spoiled!
I receive my diagnosis of Celiac Disease. This is hardly a highlight, but I finally found out what was wrong, and am able to get my health on track.
November-
I reach a milestone at work- I train 2 new employees.
I complete the 30 Day Shred, and meet a weight loss goal.
December-
I prepare for my first Christmas that I am physically with my husband!
My husband and I attend many holiday parties and events.
I spend my very first Christmas physically with my husband, and experience the new traditions of German Christmas.
As you can see, 2012 was VERY good to me. I have truly had a wonderful year! A few downs included being homesick, a few injuries, and a nasty lung infection, but all in all, 2012 was the time of my life, and I couldn't be more pleased with how it went.
I feel like I became a better person in 2012. I learned to be non judgmental. I learned to accept all opportunities that came my way. I tried a lot of new things, and stepped out of my comfort zone. I learned to forgive and forget, and gained so much confidence within myself. I have loved harder than ever this year. I am so proud of myself that I took such a giant leap to move to a foreign country, learn (and become fluent in) a totally new language, and become part of a whole new culture. It was a brave move on my end, and I can't believe I did it!
Lastly, I have had such an amazing time with my blog. It has become a hobby and passion of mine. I may not have many followers, but I do have quite a few views, so I know that someone, somewhere is listening. Thanks to anyone and everyone who has taken the time to be apart of my blog. It means the world to me!
Stay tuned for my 2013 Resolutions post!
How was 2012 for YOU?
X's and O's,
Amanda
So, wildly enough, there's only 1 day left of 2012! I absolutely adore New Years (hello fresh start!), and I wanted to take some time and make a post reviewing 2012 ; the ups, the downs, the lessons, and all of the amazing things that happened to me this year. I would absolutely love to see others do this post, so be sure to link your blogs below!!!!!
I think I will first go through every month and lists the highlights of that month, then talk a little more about the year as a whole.
2012 Highlights by Month :
January -
I was blessed enough to spend some quality time with my family before making my big move.
I moved to Germany from the United States to be with my now husband.
My husband and I started the process of making our apartment a home.
February-
I begin my German language course.
My husband and I remodel our living room.
My husband and I go on several memorable dates.
March-
My husband receives his permanent license.
My husband celebrates his birthday with a big party.
My husband receives a contract for a job he had been hoping for!
We get engaged!!!!
April-
I celebrate my first Easter in a foreign country.
I purchase my wedding dress, and a lot of wedding planning happens this month.
May-
My husband and I celebrate 1 year of being together! :)
I am able to start making investments in my wardrobe ;)
June-
My husband receives his diploma from school.
We attend several fun events including concerts and family functions.
I complete my German Course.
July-
After months of preparation, we finally get married on July 27, 2012 :)
I learn I have a job offer!
August-
I begin my new job.
My new husband and I spend a lot of quality time together during his vacation.
September-
My husband begins his new job.
My husband and I attend a few formal events! :)
October-
We welcome our first furry edition to the family - Nugget the bunny :)
We both receive raises :)
I turn 21 , and am very spoiled!
I receive my diagnosis of Celiac Disease. This is hardly a highlight, but I finally found out what was wrong, and am able to get my health on track.
November-
I reach a milestone at work- I train 2 new employees.
I complete the 30 Day Shred, and meet a weight loss goal.
December-
I prepare for my first Christmas that I am physically with my husband!
My husband and I attend many holiday parties and events.
I spend my very first Christmas physically with my husband, and experience the new traditions of German Christmas.
As you can see, 2012 was VERY good to me. I have truly had a wonderful year! A few downs included being homesick, a few injuries, and a nasty lung infection, but all in all, 2012 was the time of my life, and I couldn't be more pleased with how it went.
I feel like I became a better person in 2012. I learned to be non judgmental. I learned to accept all opportunities that came my way. I tried a lot of new things, and stepped out of my comfort zone. I learned to forgive and forget, and gained so much confidence within myself. I have loved harder than ever this year. I am so proud of myself that I took such a giant leap to move to a foreign country, learn (and become fluent in) a totally new language, and become part of a whole new culture. It was a brave move on my end, and I can't believe I did it!
Lastly, I have had such an amazing time with my blog. It has become a hobby and passion of mine. I may not have many followers, but I do have quite a few views, so I know that someone, somewhere is listening. Thanks to anyone and everyone who has taken the time to be apart of my blog. It means the world to me!
Stay tuned for my 2013 Resolutions post!
How was 2012 for YOU?
X's and O's,
Amanda
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Blogidays- My Imperfections Tag!
Hello!
Christmas is over! I am also starting to experience Post-December Depression, because December is FLYING!
Today, I want to do a tag that I have thought about doing for awhile now. The Perfect Imperfections tag. I watch alot of these on Youtube, and I find them really interesting. For one thing, they really humanize people we look up to as "perfect". It is also interesting to see things that people see in themselves as imperfections, because while they're worried about them, most people don't even notice!
So, in this tag, you are supposed to mention 3 things you like about yourself/body, and 3 you're not so fond of. I think I will start with the negatives:
1. I have a tooth that is slightly behind another. Up close, it is hardly noticeable, but I have had photos where it appears as though I am missing a tooth! It makes me really self conscious to smile and have photos taken.
2. My legs. I surely don't have the worst legs in the world, but my body isn't totally proportional. I am 5'5", so I am not too short, but my torso is abnormally long, and my legs are quite short. Fun fact, I was once told that my leg length is the same as people in the 4'11"- 5'1" height range! Aside from being too short, I think they are too thick. When I was younger, I wanted desperately to be thin, and exercised non-stop. As a result, my legs got really really musclular . I guess I would like to have longer, slimmer legs.
3. This isn't a physical thing, but I can't stand my over sensitivity! I am a very extremely sensitive person. I take almost everything to heart, and I get my feelings hurt very easily. I find it quite annoying as it interferes with my relationships with others and my daily life.
So, good things for last, here are my 3 that I rather enjoy about myself! :
1. I have very full, long, dark, eyelashes! I have never needed fakes, and most mascaras work well for me!
2. I have a very feminine body. I have pretty wide hips, but proportional breasts and a very slim waist. I feel like Betty Boop sometimes :p
3. Another personality trait, but my over sensitivity is positive sometimes. Because I am so hyper sensitive to what goes on around me, I am very empathetic, and very caring. I put my absolute heart into everything I do, and can easily put myself in someone else's shoes. I feel the emotions of others, and I feel like this makes me a great listener. Because my emotions are very extreme, when I feel positive emotions, I experience them at a much greater level! :)
I would love to see your Perfect Imperfections tags! I tag every single person who comes across this post. Leave a response below, or a link to your blog if you make a post!
X's and O's,
Amanda
Christmas is over! I am also starting to experience Post-December Depression, because December is FLYING!
Today, I want to do a tag that I have thought about doing for awhile now. The Perfect Imperfections tag. I watch alot of these on Youtube, and I find them really interesting. For one thing, they really humanize people we look up to as "perfect". It is also interesting to see things that people see in themselves as imperfections, because while they're worried about them, most people don't even notice!
So, in this tag, you are supposed to mention 3 things you like about yourself/body, and 3 you're not so fond of. I think I will start with the negatives:
1. I have a tooth that is slightly behind another. Up close, it is hardly noticeable, but I have had photos where it appears as though I am missing a tooth! It makes me really self conscious to smile and have photos taken.
2. My legs. I surely don't have the worst legs in the world, but my body isn't totally proportional. I am 5'5", so I am not too short, but my torso is abnormally long, and my legs are quite short. Fun fact, I was once told that my leg length is the same as people in the 4'11"- 5'1" height range! Aside from being too short, I think they are too thick. When I was younger, I wanted desperately to be thin, and exercised non-stop. As a result, my legs got really really musclular . I guess I would like to have longer, slimmer legs.
3. This isn't a physical thing, but I can't stand my over sensitivity! I am a very extremely sensitive person. I take almost everything to heart, and I get my feelings hurt very easily. I find it quite annoying as it interferes with my relationships with others and my daily life.
So, good things for last, here are my 3 that I rather enjoy about myself! :
1. I have very full, long, dark, eyelashes! I have never needed fakes, and most mascaras work well for me!
2. I have a very feminine body. I have pretty wide hips, but proportional breasts and a very slim waist. I feel like Betty Boop sometimes :p
3. Another personality trait, but my over sensitivity is positive sometimes. Because I am so hyper sensitive to what goes on around me, I am very empathetic, and very caring. I put my absolute heart into everything I do, and can easily put myself in someone else's shoes. I feel the emotions of others, and I feel like this makes me a great listener. Because my emotions are very extreme, when I feel positive emotions, I experience them at a much greater level! :)
I would love to see your Perfect Imperfections tags! I tag every single person who comes across this post. Leave a response below, or a link to your blog if you make a post!
X's and O's,
Amanda
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Blogidays- My Christmas Wish List!
Hey pretties!
I'm still sick like I mentioned in my last post, but I still wanted to do Blogidays today!
I wanted to talk about my Christmas list this year! Gifts are actually last on my priorities for Christmas (hello, food! ) but I do always have a few things to ask for from my family. Here are a few things on my list this year!
~ The Naked 2 palette from Urban Decay. I have wanted this for forever, but even when I do have the money, I am always hesitant to splash out so much for eyeshadow. However, upon doing the math, I realized that these shadows come out to less than $5 per shadow, and that's not too bad. I know of much poorer quality shadows that cost much more. I decided to ask for it for Christmas this year because I know I will use it ALOT!
~ A gift card to H&M. I feel like I need more clothes;)
~ The Naked 2 Palette. I have wanted this forever, and asked for this for several events. I am hoping Christmas this year is the year I recieve it! It is such a gorgeous palette, and I know I will use it to death!
~ The Bambi Let's Dream perfume. It is so girly, and let's face it, it is Disney. :)
~ Fuzzy Socks :) I own a few pairs, and I think I could use a few more :)
These are the bi things on my list, I also just want candy :p What is on YOUR list this year?
X's and O's,
Amanda
I'm still sick like I mentioned in my last post, but I still wanted to do Blogidays today!
I wanted to talk about my Christmas list this year! Gifts are actually last on my priorities for Christmas (hello, food! ) but I do always have a few things to ask for from my family. Here are a few things on my list this year!
~ The Naked 2 palette from Urban Decay. I have wanted this for forever, but even when I do have the money, I am always hesitant to splash out so much for eyeshadow. However, upon doing the math, I realized that these shadows come out to less than $5 per shadow, and that's not too bad. I know of much poorer quality shadows that cost much more. I decided to ask for it for Christmas this year because I know I will use it ALOT!
~ A gift card to H&M. I feel like I need more clothes;)
~ The Naked 2 Palette. I have wanted this forever, and asked for this for several events. I am hoping Christmas this year is the year I recieve it! It is such a gorgeous palette, and I know I will use it to death!
~ The Bambi Let's Dream perfume. It is so girly, and let's face it, it is Disney. :)
~ Fuzzy Socks :) I own a few pairs, and I think I could use a few more :)
These are the bi things on my list, I also just want candy :p What is on YOUR list this year?
X's and O's,
Amanda
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Blogidays- What Disney Means to Me
Hello, Hello!
Since last week would have been Walt Disney's birthday, and Saturday marks the anniversary of his passing, I wanted to do a special post in his memory, and explain to you all what Disney means to me, and how, without ever knowing it, Mr. Disney affected my life.
Who doesn't love Disney, right? I mean, what's not to love? The movies are timeless, the theme parks are amazing, it's a pretty awesome company! Most people like Disney. Alot of people love Disney. But Disney is so much more than a love for me. Disney is one of my passions in life. Disney, for me, goes so much deeper than loving the movies, etc. Disney is part of who I am. Disney represents all of the times in my life I have been the happiest, and Disney is my biggest source of inspiration in life.
I could try to put into words how Disney has forever changed my life, but I would never be able to capture just how much. I was always fascinated with Disney. As a child, the films were my favorites. When I grew a little older, Disney became my life. I studied Walt and the company. I became inspired by all that Walt Disney was and believed. I was inspired in every way, shape and form, and it changed my outlook on life.
I have such an emotional attachment to Disneyland, and all other aspects of Disney. The feeling of magic I experience upon entering the Disneyland Park is immeasurable. My dream is to someday, in someway, be apart of the magical company that is the Disney Company.
Walt, you have been the biggest inspiration of my life. You have taught me to have faith in my dreams, and that if I can dream it, I can most certainly do it. Thank you for the magic, and the lifelong memories. You have forever changed my life, and who I am, and for that I would never be able to thank you enough.
Walter Elias Disney
December 5, 1901- December 15, 1966
How much do you all love Disney? What would you say to Walt if given the chance? Comment below!
X's and O's,
Amanda
Since last week would have been Walt Disney's birthday, and Saturday marks the anniversary of his passing, I wanted to do a special post in his memory, and explain to you all what Disney means to me, and how, without ever knowing it, Mr. Disney affected my life.
Who doesn't love Disney, right? I mean, what's not to love? The movies are timeless, the theme parks are amazing, it's a pretty awesome company! Most people like Disney. Alot of people love Disney. But Disney is so much more than a love for me. Disney is one of my passions in life. Disney, for me, goes so much deeper than loving the movies, etc. Disney is part of who I am. Disney represents all of the times in my life I have been the happiest, and Disney is my biggest source of inspiration in life.
I could try to put into words how Disney has forever changed my life, but I would never be able to capture just how much. I was always fascinated with Disney. As a child, the films were my favorites. When I grew a little older, Disney became my life. I studied Walt and the company. I became inspired by all that Walt Disney was and believed. I was inspired in every way, shape and form, and it changed my outlook on life.
I have such an emotional attachment to Disneyland, and all other aspects of Disney. The feeling of magic I experience upon entering the Disneyland Park is immeasurable. My dream is to someday, in someway, be apart of the magical company that is the Disney Company.
Walt, you have been the biggest inspiration of my life. You have taught me to have faith in my dreams, and that if I can dream it, I can most certainly do it. Thank you for the magic, and the lifelong memories. You have forever changed my life, and who I am, and for that I would never be able to thank you enough.
Walter Elias Disney
December 5, 1901- December 15, 1966
How much do you all love Disney? What would you say to Walt if given the chance? Comment below!
X's and O's,
Amanda
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